Showing posts with label faithfulness. Show all posts
Showing posts with label faithfulness. Show all posts

Wednesday, August 5, 2026

A Journey Through Les Mis

Most people start their summers with a reading program or list to work though. I am ending mine with one. 

And literally one. For some time, I have had an itch to do some personal, soul-enriching reading. Something that's a classic. "The Count of Monte Cristo" was at the top of my list. But after a couple of failed attempts at finding a copy for my own, I went with Plan B. 


The copy I got at our local library seemed off though. Upon closer inspection, it was an abridged version. If I wanted abridged, I could just watch the musical movie again. I wanted the full meal not the appetizer. And thankfully, my wife had a copy she'd purchased years ago - the Fahnestock/MacAfee update of the Wilbur translation for all you nerds out there. 

Apparently this version has earned the moniker "The Brick" due to it's size and shape. I am 194 pages in as of this writing. 194 out of 1,463 or 13.3% of the way through.

I thought I'd use this blog to record my reflections as I work my way through this masterpiece. I will try my best to avoid significant spoilers but as Lenny says in That Thing You Do, "I make no guarantees". A couple general observations before some specific ones. 
  • Recognizing the size of this book, I have also recognized that I'll need to pace myself. Hugo's writing is far removed from our social media sound-bite sized posts. If you're embarking on this journey, be ready for digressions. Abide the 19th century language describing a culture and time far-removed from us. Stick with the elongated prose. You'll likely find it interesting and the author does let it all pay off at different points. I have found myself stopping at random spots to let the story ruminate in my mind (for example, you'll note pg. 194 is not at a book, part, chapter or section ending).

  • Having traveled in France twice, it's mind-blowing to consider some of the history of the places I've been. I don't know it in a comprehensive sense and it is not my heritage. Yet it is fascinating.

  • I was familiar enough with the story, given the 2012 movie adapted from the musical. I did not have any history with the story prior to that film and found it to be excellent and stirring. 
Now here are my specific thoughts through Part 1 "Fantine" Book 5 "The Descent" (though not all the way through Book 5 as noted above):
  • I was a little surprised and very much appreciated the book's early focus on Monseignour Bienvenu/Bishop Myriel the Bishop of Digne. Given my only frame of reference is the movie/musical where he is a minor character playing a major role in a significant moment (spoiler avoided!) - this fuller picture adds great profound beauty and meaning to the overall story. 

  • I wish I had space, and no worries about your attention span, to quote all of page 51 but this should suffice:
"For after all, we repeat, men like advancement. A saint addicted to abnegation is a dangerous neighbor; he is very likely to infect you with an incurable poverty...in fact, more renunciation than you would like; and men flee from contagious virtue. Hence the isolation of Monseigneur Bienvenu. We live in a sad society. Succeed - that is the advice which falls drop by drop from the overhanging corruption...[Success'] false similarity to merit deceives men...Prosperity supposes capacity. Win in the lottery, and you are an able man. The victor is venerated...They confuse heaven's radiant stars with a duck's footprints in the mud."

  • Again, the awareness of the plot prepared me for the transformational interaction between Jean Valjean and Bishop Myriel. To encounter it early in the actual story - and to see it coming as Hugo put the pieces in place - was gratifying. 

  • Petit-Gervais!!! I mean wow. I had to google that character in hopes of some full-circle moment in the novel. (SPOILER ALERT) Alas, it doesn't seem like it will be amended. There's a life lesson there though - not all mistakes can be directly atoned for. 

  • The despair of Fantine seems to be hitting its peak or better yet, it's nadir. This is the part where we grapple with societal injustices, systemic abuses, and our own personal biases.

TL;DR, so far so good.

Friday, August 18, 2023

King David and the King of Pop: What 1-2 Kings can teach us about God's favor and the flawed people upon whom it rests (Part 3)

Last month, I led a breakout session at our denomination's annual national conference. Below is my presentation that was inspired by the 1-2 Kings commentary I co-authored. I am breaking the entire presentation up into three parts, to give emphasis to each kind of flaw and flawed leader. This is the third and final section.

Solomon and Hezekiah were both faithful at times but had their failures exposed and received judgment in undeniable ways. The later King Manasseh represents a third category of flawed leaders.


Manasseh is different in that he does not even pretend to follow the Lord. Despite that fact, by many metrics, he was a very successful ruler. The son of Hezekiah, Manasseh’s reign stands out because reigned as king for fifty-five years. That’s the longest reign recorded in the OT – he was king for a record amount of time, even though 2 Kings depicts him as wicked and unfaithful. 1-2 Kings lists numerous other wicked kings whose time was cut short because they failed to follow God. So what gives with Manasseh? 

Part of the answer is that Manasseh stands as an example of how bad spiritual leaders can sometimes thrive by all appearances. His legacy can teach us that God won’t always eliminate wicked leaders swiftly. 

The one truth we can count on though is that it is devotion to the Lord that is the only measuring stick for success that matters. Short-term prosperity is appealing, and worldly measurements may attract praise. But God is using a different rubric. And anyone serving in leadership of God’s people does well to follow it. Mark Driscoll is currently leading the second megachurch of his career. But there are enough red flags from both ministries to warn us against following, platforming, or supporting him as a spiritual leader.

One additional postscript on King Manasseh. While 2 Kings 21 paints a stark and clear picture of his wickedness, 2 Chronicles 33 offers a parallel account that notes how Manasseh repented of his evil ways after being deposed the Assyrians. It also states that he was actually restored to his throne late in life. The history of 2 Kings points to Manasseh greasing the skids for God’s national judgment on his people, while Chronicles offers the Manasseh as an example of true repentance.

So which is correct, Kings or Chronicles? The narratives compel us to answer “both”. Thanks to having a fuller picture of his life in Chronicles, Manasseh offers us a bonus lesson about how we often must live with the complexity of evil and good that can be found in one’s legacy.

And that complexity can remind us of our first lesson from Solomon. That because leaders can be brazenly immoral but ultimately humbled and repentant – we shouldn’t idolize any one leader or movement or harshly condemn them in judgment, as if we have divine knowledge of their hearts or divine insight into their whole story.

Conclusion

 As a child of the eighties and sports enthusiast growing up, one of my first personal heroes was the great NBA legend, Larry Bird. He was an all-time player: 3 straight MVPS, 3 NBA championships, and he was from Indiana just like me.

Imagine my excitement as an eight-year-old visiting the library and picking up a sports encyclopedia that included a short biographical feature on my favorite player. I ate up every detail about his background, college career, work ethic, accomplishments on the court.

Now also imagine my shock, when me - the baptized, church-going naïve young Christian - is reading this book and I come across this paragraph praising Bird for being such a down to earth regular guy, ‘Who loves nothing more than to have a beer while having a good time with this buddies.’

My poor innocent conscience was fractured. “What? He likes to drink alcohol? You mean Larry Bird might not be a good church-going Christian like me?”

Let’s put aside the fact that I had this assumption that Christians didn’t drink. All of a sudden this pure view of the world had changed. In my own sort of way, I had to think through how I viewed my heroes and the world at large.

Looking back, I realize that’s a simplified version of a more complicated process I want to offer us as we continue to wrestle with the tension of looking up to spiritual heroes who might get unmasked as wretched sinners. What are we to do when it happens to our favorite author, musician, preacher? What happens when it is our mothers or fathers?

Do we dismiss offenses as no big deal? Automatically condemn and angrily pile on with the mobs? And how are we to reconcile God’s apparent favor blessing these ministers and ministries that have such significant problems?

God’s temporary blessing is not an unqualified and eternal stamp of approval.

If God’s favor rested only on perfect and upstanding people, he never would have gotten anything done in history – except with Jesus. God’s grace - common and specific - is by definition undeserved and his divine ways often bless and use people whose sins make our stomachs churn. God’s overall eternal assessment starts with the heart and one’s devotion to God and his revealed will.

Additionally, we must carefully discern between what is flagrant sin and what is foolishness when we are assessing our fallen heroes.

Our heroes will fail, fall, and disappoint us in one sense or another. Flagrant sin must be seriously confronted and the ripple effects must be seriously dealt with. Sexual abuse must be reported to authorities not secretly addressed as an “internal matter”. Unrepentant misbehavior that takes the form of emotional abuse, harshness, or arrogance must be confronted and penalized if it continues.

Flagrant sin will have serious consequences. And to the extent that we can enact those consequences, we should do so with conviction. Our actions will vary depending on how close we are to the situation of course but we should seek serious penalties for serious infractions, that is biblical justice.

Actions we take may be as basic as unfollowing on social media, unsubscribing to podcasts or discarding their books. It may be more significant of course. We may see fit to personally warn others of the truth or personally enact the biblical restoration and confrontation process. When flagrant sin is revealed by those in our own churches or ministries, removal and restitution should be part of the process in the aftermath. Personal restoration and repentance should be high priorities, but professional reinstatement is generally unwise. As Tim Keller said, “To forgive someone who wronged you does not mean you have to immediately trust him or her. Trust has to be re-earned.” https://www.thegospelcoalition.org/article/tim-keller-forgive/

Foolishness must also be directly addressed, and its victims likewise cared for. Better accountability and guardrails will be needed. If humility and repentance are evident in the offending party, we can move forward optimistically that the foolish errors have led to learning opportunities.  But it is a fine line. On one hand, Christians and Christian organizations are often overeager to identify sorrow for repentance and rush restoration in cases that do not warrant it (See Carl Lentz). We should remember that sorrow for being caught is not the same as godly repentance. Let’s also remember that restoration of fellowship doesn’t necessarily mean restoration to leadership.

On the other hand, foolish actions should not permanently disqualify a leader from ever leading again. Caution and discernment should guide any decision making. Patience and time should be important factors in these situations.

In all cases we would do well to pray for restoration and repentance and any actions we might take should have keep those goals in mind. And in all cases we need to remember that only our wonderful, merciful Savior is worthy of our total allegiance. Only Jesus embodied the perfect King, coming as a servant to seek and save the lost.

Whether we are talking about King Solomon or the King of Pop or some other fallen hero, we can help resolve the confusion of these situations if we do the important work to discern whether they are guilty of flagrant sin or foolishness.

-        Don’t ever make an idol out of anybody.

-        Realize foolishness can tarnish a legacy but won’t always ruin it.

-        Remember that devotion to the Lord is the only measurement of success that really matters.


Monday, May 6, 2019

Coming down off a high - Sermon Snippets

I've taken a break from blogging but now I hope to be "back and better than ever" (s/o to Mike & Mike). I'm putting "Music Monday" on hiatus for now and going to bring back "Sermon Snippets" moving forward. 

These posts will feature tidbits and/or last minute cuts from my sermons that I find interesting. One common problem pastors face is deciding what to cut from their messages - or rather, not realizing they need to cut material out to keep their audience focused. I'm writing a commentary on 1-2 Kings currently so there should be plenty of material. To keep up with my sermon series, you can listen here.

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Being a sports fan, I see it all the time. A team pulls off a big win only to fall flat on their face against a lesser opponent. This is a theme that threads throughout Scripture's story. 

  • Israel is conquering the Promised Land and defeats the unconquerable city of Jericho. Then they turn around and are trounced when trying to attack the much less formidable Ai (Josh.6-7)
  • David is anointed to be the next king and defeats Goliath in their famous battle (1 Sam.16-17). He then spends years dodging spears and hiding in caves until he gets the throne (2 Sam. 2-5).
  • Elijah confronts and defeats the prophets of Baal on Mt. Carmel (1 Kings 18) only to be overwhelmed by discouragement soon after (1 Kings 19).
  • In less that 24 hours, Peter goes from boldly vowing to never abandon Jesus to denying him three times (Matt.26:33-35, 69-75)

Everything about 1 Kings 8 points to this being another probable letdown. This chapter is an account of one of the most glorious worship services of all time. Solomon completes the Temple of the Lord in Jerusalem and the nation dedicates it with a special celebration. 

So when the music has faded and the offerings have all been offered, God visits Solomon to offer him instruction that will greatly help him and his people not fall into that trap. Both positively and negatively, he reminds the king of the importance of undivided loyalty to God and faithfully following his Law. 

Faithfulness to God needs to guide us, whether we're experiencing victory or struggling with defeat. God takes notice and truly cares - not just that we reach a spiritual mountaintop - but also that we use it to grow and be better followers of Jesus. Anything else is just sentimentality or emotionalism not true spirituality. 

Monday, March 25, 2019

Book Blog

Life got busy last week, so I skipped a blog post. But we are back this week with a best seller that was made into a prestigious Hollywood film. 


Unbroken is the biography of Louie Zamperini, a world-class athlete turned WWII hero turned...well many other things.

Laura Hildenbrand authored this work, following her award-winning Seabiscuit. It's subtitle touts the his life as a tale of resilience and redmeption - words that often get thrown around flippantly in our day and age. Zamperini's life defines those terms however. 

When his bomber crashed in the Pacific, he survived not only the crash but 47 days floating in the ocean. He was found and captured by the Japanese Navy who shipped him off to a POW camp. His experiences as a POW are harrowing and the movie spends most of it's time on these years.

The story is so astounding that it almost seems too incredible. But Hildenbrand's research and sourcing back up these astonishing events. 

What the movie couldn't do justice to was the post-war life Zamperini led. The book transparently describes how Louie struggled to adapt to normal civilian life when he came home. Eventually his wife convinced him to attend a Billy Graham crusade, where he gave his life to Christ.  Zamperini devoted himself from that time forward to serving others, living until the ripe old age of 97.

After the book had come out in the early 2010's, I first heard of him and this book when my employer, Grace College brought him in to speak. I waited to read Unbroken for a couple years and ended up reading most of it on a plane ride to the Philippines. It made the 16+ hour flight go quicker given Hildenbrand's engrossing style and Louie's incredible story. This is a book that teaches us so much about perseverance, redemption, and even forgiveness. 

Don't be intimidated by the book's size, it is story well-worth the time to invest in.

Monday, April 23, 2018

Music Mondays

As this blog indicates, I serve as a pastor in Milford, Indiana. Wikipedia will tell you that Milford is a town of about 1,500 people and not much else. Our local news will tell you that, like so many other communities in our area, it is dealing with a significant meth problem. 

Of course, Wikipedia and arrest reports don't tell the whole story. There are good jobs, pleasant people, and - for me and my church - great ministry opportunities. 

I appreciate the Lord leading us here. Even though I grew up close to it, I didn't give it much thought, other than it being a place on the way north to bigger and better things.

I wonder though if the seeds weren't planted in my late high school/early college years for me to end up here. And it all began with a band called Bleach. 

Bleach was one of those niche Christian bands whose fans were loyal and adamant that they were underrated. Their second album Static had some fun hits but it was their overlooked third track that stuck with me.

"Rundown Town" tells the story of a aging minister who never finds any limelight but leaves a legacy of faithfulness to where God called him. Something in my soul was immediately drawn to this idea from the first time I heard it. 



Since I was a kid, I always had this belief that I was destined for greatness. As I grew older and my athletic abilities fell short of "pro-level", I started coming around to the idea that how I defined "greatness" could use re-evaluation. I realized that God's definition was way different than mine or the world's. 

So when a pastoral opening at a small-ish, but healthy church came across my path. I saw the opportunities as much as anything else. And it hasn't been disappointing. Sure we want to see our church's influence grow and I'd like to make an impact on many lives. But those are the right goals, those are fringe benefits to properly serving the Kingdom. Fruit/results/growth - those are all by products of faithfulness, plus they are out of my control and in God's hands anyway. 

And that's how I've discovered fulfillment in the midst of a 'rundown town'.